Monday, July 25, 2011

Monday Mourning -- Heavenly Wisdom

Will you indulge me for a few minutes of shameless boasting?  Thank you.

Hannah was a very intelligent young lady.  She was a straight-A student all through school, even in the second semester of her sophomore year, when she underwent brain surgery and radiation therapy.  She won nearly every academic award given during her freshman and sophomore years, including overall "outstanding student" both years.  Her biggest concern when she was in the hospital prior to her surgery was getting behind in her schoolwork and losing her opportunity to be the valedictorian.  She was an extremely competitive student (to a fault), and always went above and beyond what was required of her in class. 

Her junior year was off to a great start, when her cancer returned in late September.  She had to drop out of school for a few months to do another round of extensive radiation and to start a new kind of chemotherapy.  By mid-December, she was well enough to return to school for a few days before Christmas break.  On her first day back to school, she walked into her World History class, only to find out that they were taking a test that day.  The teacher gave them a few minutes to look over their notes before taking the test.  Of course, she could have been exempt from taking the test since she had not been present for any of the material, but she chose to look over a friend's notes and take it.  She got a 100%...after only a few minutes of studying completely unfamiliar material.

Right after Christmas break, Hannah's health began to deteriorate rapidly, and she never did return to school.  It wasn't long before the cancer attacking her brain brought her to a state of almost child-like simplicity.  It was a heartbreaking thing to watch, and to be perfectly honest, it just felt so unfair.

And then Hannah went to Heaven.  And I believe that as soon as she entered her new home, her intelligence was not only restored, it was transformed into wisdom.  A wisdom beyond anything I can even imagine.  And I believe that the longer she is in Heaven, the more wisdom she gains. 

Now, when I feel sad about all that she had to suffer through, the indignities she had to endure, the losses she had to experience ... I picture her, surrounded by the splendor of Heaven, saying, "C'mon, Mom.  It's fine.  All that stuff you're thinking about -- that was just a second, just the blink of an eye -- it was nothing!  None of that matters now.  I'm better than I've ever been.  Just wait 'til you get here...you'll see!" 

And won't it be awesome when I do get there, and I'm able to sit beside her and learn from her what she's been taught by the Master Himself!   After I've spent the first thousand years or so just hugging her neck, that is!  What an amazing experience that will be....

2 comments:

Darci said...

Love this post.....this week, coming back from vacation to enter "reality" again has been hard. My sweet girl who I visit is just going down hill.....sooooo difficult to see. Today as we talked a while she told me that she would give anything to be back in a classroom. Yet, I am dreading summer ending...what a difference perspective makes. I know Hannah is showing off her intelligence in heaven and I know a sweet girl who will soon join her.

Debbie said...

This post brought tears to my eyes and joy to my heart. I can't wait to see my son again one day and hear him tell me it's all good.